I don’t shoot a gun behind my enemies back, I drop bombs in front of them.
I can’t sleep after I wake up at 1:00 am… :((
Is this the last?
As the news spread about the two worlds,
I plan to roam around the Novus before the collision,
As I went through my journey, I recall the past,
Everything that I was now was the product of
my hardworking and my struggle on the past.
As I walk, I stopped on a cliff and saw the Crimson Coast,
there I rest for a while and breathe the sea breeze of the beach,
and I said to myself,
“I hope I will see this scenery after the collision.”
at that place I lay my knife and my shield thinking that
I will not use that again but then again I realize.
“would be the new dimension be a gift or a new chaos will come in the planet Novus?”
note: this is my screen shot of my character in RF online… :))
Note: It’s been a long time since I post something here… O well People look at me always see me smiling even they are having problems and even someone ask me “what are you doing when you are sad?”, I just smile and answered him “nothing, I just smile at my problems.”, weird eh? It always make other people wonder why do I have a happy aura and always jolly, but the smile and happiness of mine came from my sad experiences, probably love problems (stop a sec. this is really weird in my part. hehehe) and family problems, usually those problems makes me cry and I always hide it to everyone so that they won’t see my weakness. (dang! I really don’t want other to see me at my weakest point) But in the end I, I tend to train myself to smile and throw all negative things that bothers me, and now I really don’t want to cry in front of any people. Phew… End Note: I heard a quote came from a character in “Naruto” but I forgot his name. “The best thing you can escape from reality that you don’t need to run is to smile even though it is fake.” I always do that, but in the end it made me happy.
just updated my picture… I’m just fond of using onion head pictures… But I find it cool… Not Cute… :D
If I could learn how to play a guitar, it would make me happy. :)
I always feel this especially in love, I feel it every time I;m rejected of someone I love, maybe they don’t like my style or my appeal to them or they just don’t like me because of my appearance, they don’t like my looks. Well, who the hell would fell in love with a big fat person like me? NOBODY! I guess, nobody cares for me, nobody needs me, a love to share but nobody dares to try, I would rather stare at someone at a distance rather than approaching here and try to talk to her. Well maybe that’s really happens I’m not at the right timing or just she don’t like me at all.
I don’t know why… But I can’t sleep… Do I have an insomia or I’ve just enjoying myself in front of the computer? This always happens when no one inside the house except me, sitting in front of the computer the whole night I even don’t know what time is it… It’s already 2:23 am that is not the time I usually sleep bt because there’s no one in the house I usually take opportunity to take crazy things in the computer.
I can’t type anymore there’s nothing came into my mind, my physical aspects are not tired but when it comes to my mental aspects I’m really tired. :/
Two years ago before this happen, it was an another world, a world that can’t be compared to the world that we already know, a world that is impossible to happen in our real world, a world far differ from the reality…
too epic and it sounds like a story *change the style of the post*
It’s almost two years when I learn how to play an online game and this really change my life, it really changes me and others thought playing with online games just giving me bad things such as sleeping late and no time in studying, now that’s the negative side and it really affects me, but I also learn good things in online gaming such as having my friends, without playing online games I wouldn’t know them, now through online gaming I have my circle of friends, until now I have them.
It really give me a hard time doing two things I’m not just looking at the reality but I also look in an another world a virtual world, another world which I enter on it and accpet it, it made me the real me and because of it I think of myself of having two identities, being a character of the virtual world and the face behind that character.
